So some of you know that I beat off 3 times a day.  A dr told me to do that last summer when I was going through a lot of medical issues and before my cancer test surgery.  Anyways.  It’s a great hobby.

Vercetti has hated on me for it in the past and said how it’s ruining my game.  It’s the reason I have sexual apathy a lot.  I don’t really pursue girls to close.  So Saturday he challenged me to make it 7 days with badgering the witness.  I made it to Wednesday.  This morning I failed my 7 day challenge and I am really upset…..but let’s go back to the beginning.

My closes have been on fire since Friday night.  I number closed a tall beautiful rich girl in front of all my students on Friday.  I was really nervous asking for her number but I just went for it.  She texted me back 10 times this week and despite mentioning her boyfriend a lot, went on a date with me today.  The date was post-failure and I was terrible.  I can really feel the difference.  I mean I was just so pent up and driven.  So I’ve stopped again. I’m gonna make it to 7days this time.  Then 14….

Sunday night Virgo and I pulled a sexy young Latvian to his place and got massive spitroast LMR.  Mostly due to a miscalibration on his part that we have since worked on.  The girl came back to mine after for some more 1on1 LMR.  I have missed 2 dates with her but she has forgiven me and I’m seeing her Sunday.

Monday night I went out to a freshers night for my new school and I destroyed.  I met a stunning young model and she number closed me, bought me a drink and texted me first the next day.  She is really awesome and hopefully I well social circle see her tomorrow night.

During my 4 days of no self-love.  My sexuality came out.  My confidence was raw.  And my game exploded.  Since beating off my nervousness has slipped back in, I blew a date by meandering and I’ve started to get nervous that my model hasn’t texted me back.  I’m even nervous that her friend who made the party plans for tomorrow with me hasn’t texted me back in 2 hours.  If you think about it, that’s terrible.  It’s hard to believe, but masturbation leads to a weak frame.  So quit.  I waited too long.  Hopefully, my sexual tension will be ripe again tomorrow.  I know that if I rock into the club to meet this girls with the same frame from Monday I will be a jedi.  So keep your hands about your heads boys!!!