I have just finished my MA dissertation.   It is at the printers right now and I will be picking it up Tuesday morning and handing it in.  The I am 100% done with that forever!!!  I get my grades and degree in November.  I am really excited to be finished but now it’s time to look at the next phase of my life.

I have a few challenges that I am grinding through this month.  I am back on my diet/training regime.  This includes no soda, no bread, no fast food of any kind etc for 3 months.  It also includes no drinking for the next 3 months.  That one I’m really struggling with.  I am certainly drinking WAY less after my last period of no drinking.  I really wanna tighten up my fitness kick so I am gonna try to grind.

I am also going to try to not masturbate for a whole month.  I just deleted all the porn off of my computer.  Holy crap I had 65gigs.  Man that is a ton.  I hate to watch the same video more than once…  Anyways I actually deleted it all as a challenge.  I really wanna tighten up my game this month and I think this will help a ton.  It also leads me to my next challenge.

I am going to study a new guru for a month, every month for the next season.  I haven’t set an end limit on this challenge.  I DO know that I am going to start by studying Mehow this month.  I know a lot of people don’t rate him, but October does.  And for me that is more than good enough.  I just wanna get deep into my game and go more technical again.  I am good but I want to get amazing.

I can only focus on 3 challenges at a time in my mind.  So these are my current ones.

So we met up for our first date tonight.  She texted back and forth a few times to confirm.  She lives in deep west London and I live in the east.  About an hour apart.  We meet at the station near my house.  Hey I’m no fool man.

She texts me an hour before our date to let me know that she can only see me for an hour.  I text back that there is no way she’s cancelling our date.  When we meet she makes us go to a bar right next to the station, instead of my fav one that’s a short walk away.  She is really alpha and tries to control her universe.  Needless to say our date lasted 2.5 hours not 1.  I have power in this universe too.

We go into the bar and she buys me a drink right away.  She looks amazing and I find us a spot to chat near the bar and even a stool for her in this crowded yuppie joint.  There are about 3 girls in the room besides her.  Needless to say she had all of my attention.  We talk about a ton of things and I tell her how cool her confidence is.  She has super tight inner game, a really strong sense of self and I tell her how sexy that is.  She tells me that we’re not on a date and I laugh and tell her that we are and that I think it’s going well.

She’s really impressed by my read of her.  She asks me why if her inner game is so tight can she not find a good man?  I point out that she already has and then say that most guys are intimidated by her looks.  So from the 1% who aren’t scared of beautiful women, most will be pretty boys with no personality.  She is beautiful, smart, funny and interesting.  Most guys can’t handle all of that and her frame will crush theirs.  So really she’s lucky that she met me when she did.

I wish I could remember every piece of our two hour conversation.  It was just enthralling.  She at one point told me the three reasons we can’t date, including the fact that we are too similar.  It was so much like the old Mystery routine.  She did so many things that were like routines, but naturally.  I am at a level now where I can interact with a girl like this and not have my frame crumble.

I asked her the most adventurous thing she did in the last 6 months and she told me about losing her virginity at 27.  It was a pretty intense reveal and I didn’t have a powerful answer.  So I just listened and later she asked me about the last girl I had sex with.  I told her it was a Korean girl then I changed the subject and she was like don’t change the subject.  Tell me when etc.  I was like oh, I didn’t mean to change the subject it was Saturday night.  This girl isn’t looking for a bf so I think that info put us on the same page.

We went outside for a smoke and I had my back to the wall.  She was chatting and I said look if we don’t kiss right now I’m gonna throw myself in front of a train tonight.  She replied with I hope you had a good life then.  And then God intervened.  A bird pooped right on her hand.  It was awesome.  I couldn’t stop laughing and like all girls, she had wipes in her purse to clean it off with.  I was like see what happens when you don’t kiss me?  The universe is on my side.

I was like you are never gonna forget this date.  I told her about when a girl puked on me at my bootcamp.  I didn’t mention the bootcamp part but it made her feel better I think.  She was like will you touch my hand after that?  I was like I feel weird. I just saw a bird poop on you and I still want to kiss you.  What is wrong with me?  What have you done to me?

We went back inside and chatted more for the rest of our 2.5 hours.  I wish I could remember every part, but of course I can’t.  I really focused on what Soul has been teaching me about rapport and tried to have her do all the talking.  I still have a long way to go.  But I did well I think.  I am really attracted to her personality and we talked about how a challenge can be fun. I am glad I have 2 other women in my life to keep me from obsessing about this girl. I can’t see her again til next thursday or friday because of the holidays.

I texted her on my way home that I think she’s beautiful but it’s her intelligence that is so sexy.  She texted back that she had a great time too and that I’m very interesting.

I wish we’d had sex of course, but life is about the journey.  No matter how this one turns out tonight was a positive experience.

So on Friday I was teaching a 2on2 with Mystel.  Both guys really worked hard and it was cool.  We were outside taking a 5 min smoke break when a smoking hot girl opens me.  Now I had seen her earlier on in the night and I thought she was beautiful, but she was walking past holding a dudes hand.  I was instructing so I didn’t have time to give her more than a passing glance, but she registered.  I was waiting til that midnight bell of freedom to go pursue her.

She walks up and asks me to hide her as she doesn’t want her family to see her smoking.  We start chatting and Mystel runs off almost instantly to leave me alone with this girl.  She immediately tells me that she chose me because I have a beautiful smile and she likes my eyes.  She doesn’t care that I’m gay and she thinks it’s great.  Translation: It’s on.  I run my usual anti-gay routine and tell her that I’m feeling things for her and I’m really confused.  I just plow through.  I escalate and push forward.  She is really sexy and intelligent. 

I really focus on talking about her and I find out some things about her huge family of 2 brothers and 6 sisters.  I go direct and tell her how she makes me feel.  I push for the kiss but it doesn’t happen.  She tells me that she just wants to be friend.  I tell her that’s fine as long as she knows we’re going to sleep together.  She asks if I can take no for an answer.  I ask her if she means not yet and she says yes.

I am a patient man and this girl intrigues me.  She is so much less boring than most of the girls I run into in clubs around London.  She is really confident and talks about how we can go to Brazil together to detox to lose weight.  A strange future prediction.

I meet her brother and I invite them out to a party on Saturday night.  He tells me how he’s from London and can get in without my help.  Maybe he was trying to prove his status I don’t know.  I am pretty past that phase so when other people do it I don’t notice.  I am only thinking about it in retrospect.  I kissed her later in front of him I guess which I didn’t realize.

So I swap numbers with her and we set a date for Monday night on her way home from work.  I found out tonight that she had a huge fight with her brother that night and went home in a taxi rather than ride home with him.  I have a feeling he was hating on me, but she didn’t tell me for sure.  It is silly for anyone to hate me. I’m awesome.

So I went out with the guys from play the game last nite.  What a sick crew.  We all went out to a vip club and everyone brought a ton of girls.  It was just a wild free for all.  I brought a cute Korean girl from my class at school and she brought her sexier Korean friend.  As soon as I saw her I thought, nice that girl is sexy.  I was flirting with her right away.

I was chilling with them inside the club and she tells the girl form my class that I remind her of the movie Hitch.  My classmate starts laughing and tells her that I’m like hitch and I’m an instructor.  I just roll through and don’t talk about it anymore.  I certainly don’t tell them that our crew is filled with instructors and former students.

Inside the club I isolated her and tried to kiss her, but she told me she was conservative.  I spent the night bouncing around with the other guys and getting super drunk at our table.  I started chilling with this really cute girl Mystel brought out and I dragged her to the dance floor.  She was being cute and I went direct on her by saying that all the guys were staring at us because she was so sexy.  To be fair one old creepy guy was staring.

Needless to say while I’m all close to her the Koreans walk by and then chip off. I think to myself, well there goes that set.  Guess I’m in this one for the duration.  We bounce all over the club and I take her outside for a smoke.  I was trying to build up the kino but she was being really slow.  It wasn’t a no, so I heard not yet.  Eventually, I lose her in the crowd as I go looking for the rest of my crew.  I brought out a bunch of x-students and wanted to see if they were rocking out.  They are all cool dudes, so it was pretty safe.

I run into the Koreans and isolate mine right away.  I leave the girl from my class talking to Mystel or one of my other wings, I can’t remember.  I just spin the girl and kiss her.  I used my alpha kiss and it was on the money.  Then we go back to see the other girl and she is wasted.  Big Time.  So they go to the bathroom and are talking in Korean.

I spin around and start working the Finnish girl that Mystel brought again.  We are dancing and it’s all really sexy.  Becksters girl is there messing around too and just making me look cooler than I am.  I am all up on this girl and then the Danish girl I’ve been texting for two weeks sees me.  I didn’t recognize her at first.  Two weeks is like eternity for me you know….

So girls keep seeing me with other girls.  I absolutely don’t care as I’m just drunk as hell and flowing from girl to girl.  Then the girl from my class shows up without her friend.  I can’t really understand where her friend went.  I thought she said home.  I’m like well…damn.  So I drag my classmate towards the bar and I start trying to kiss her.  She saw me kiss her friend ten minuts earlier.  She asks why I want to kiss her.  So I tell her I want to kiss her because I think she’s pretty.  So then we kiss some.

We go and find the friend and I make my 3some intentions very clear.  The friend is up for it.  Big Time.  It takes ages to get our coats and by then some other jazz happens and I lose my nerve on that point.  I let the classmate go home alone, as I’ve already fooled around and regretted it with another girl in my class.  So I take the friend back to my house and try out all the stuff Sebastian taught me.

I came on her face.  Put 3 fingers in her ass to prep her for anal.  I came on her face.  I dominated her like crazy.  I had her toss my salad.  I made her squirt.  I tried out a couple of other hand moves he taught.  They were all money.  I took some sex pictures.  She even blew me on my back porch while I smoked a cigarette.  And in the morning when we woke up she tried to resist, but I made her go down on me again.

Here’s the story.

Direct = powerful.  Dominance is awesome.  Social proof and tight inner game are money.  If you let your confidence slip you can lose the threesome.  I decided a 100% chance of sex was better than a good chance of a 3some.  Next time I will choose the other way.

PS It was Magic Man’s leaving do.  There was a bunch of other stuff that happened but I do wanna say that he is money in the bank.  It is a damn shame this guy is leaving town because his game is tight.  Plus he is an awesome dude.  Gotta throw him into my lay report fo sho.

PPS I gotta thank Vercetti too.  I was on one of his challenges starting thursday.  5 more days to go.

So we bounce to a really cool bar and bring a crew of ladies with us.  At some point I invited the really sexy brunette to my costume birthday party the next night and she went nuts.  She was so excited to come, as her friends were all going. (in the end she didn’t show up)

We have our tight group of four guys and we got four girls with us.  At least to start off.  Beeballer explodes.  I have never seen anyone run this type of game up close before.  He just points to every single girl in the bar he thinks is cute and brings her to me.  I wish I could keep track of it.  He is just running seriously tight short sets.

We run into a smoking hot girl waiting outside the toilets.  He opens her and gets it going then runs off after more sets.  I had to pee so bad, so I waited with her.  When it was my turn I made her hold my drink while I went inside.  I chat chat chatted to her and got her number.  I grabbed some kino and just kept it moving forward.  Then Beeballer drags me off to meet an insanely beautiful half-Korean, half-Swedish girl.  And we all know that mixed race is the way forward.  She was super cool.  We chatted and I did some grinding with her.  And I got her number.  Then Beeballer grabs me to go downstairs in the club and brings me to the hottest girl of the night.  A really cool, beautiful brunette.  She is there with 3 other cute friends.  I bring the party and they love that it’s my birthday.  They try to bounce us to one of the coolest clubs in Stockholm.  Beeballer is running around and doesn’t want to go, so I just get the best girl’s number.  I’m so afraid of getting lost on the way home that I don’t go alone.

I have since found out that she was the only hot number of the night.  The other two were flakes.  But that’s ok.  I think pushing the Same Night Lay is a big deal in Sweden.  It’s totally the way to do it.

I go back upstairs and do a birthday shot with the Korean girl and we just keep getting crazy and having an amazing party.  NLP shows up with a cool buddy and rocks out with us.  He’s a really cool dude.  Suddenly, it’s one and the club is closing.  I had no idea.  We walk out and about 7 girls want to bounce me to a different dance club.  We walk out and I stay arm in arm with Korean.  She is really sexy and Soul is wicked jealous. Haha.  He is busy with his own girls, so I make sure to forget to introduce him.  I’m not in a sharing mood.  It’s my birthday after all.

All the girls want to bounce to another club.  Max and Soul have girls, so they want to just go somewhere else.  I try to get Beeballer to go with me and the girls, but he’s not interested.  I let my fear keep me from going with them.  I really don’t wanna end up lost and alone at 5am in Sweden.  So I go with Max to the next spot.  We are in an empty bar with no cute girls in it.  Needless to say I try to get him to go with me somewhere else.  But we just aren’t on the same page.  I dunno…..

Finally we get outa there and bounce back with the two girls for Max and Soul.  Beeballer keeps hoping for some kinda group event, but I guess he forgot to buy tickets.  He ends up sleeping in bed with me.

It was an amazing night, but I really need to push through my fear more.  I should have just written down Max’ address and gone off with the girls.  I have learned my lesson.  Somehow I resist the urge to pleasure myself and I fall asleep with some serious blue balls.

So last nite I was out with a new student.  Unfortunately, he forgot his ID and couldn’t get into the club.  It was a shame because I think it would have been a really good night.  I met up for a student night with Mr M, LondonSoul, Sebastian Drake, Switch and some of our best students.  My thing with the girl from Friday got boring, as she decided to start playing games…but that’s another post.

I met Starlight’s business partner and we went for a stroll through the club.  I blew open a few sets as I was in super mood to make up for the other thing.  I somehow number-closed a German girl in like 5 minutes.  I found her number in my phone today and she’s already texted back once.  Who knew?  My game has drastically shifted into a combination of Shane, Soul and Sebastian Drake.  3S game. HEhe.  I was pretty drunk as I had two glasses of wine and a vodka/redbull that the dude bought me.  Gross, but I totally drank it.  I can’t handle lots of caffiene or alcohol so that’s all it took.

I bounced around talking to my boys and stuff and Switch wasn’t feeling the club at all, so we went outside for a smoke and just chilled.  I got to see his style up close and personal.  It’s tight as a drum.  The guy is operating on an amazing level.  He really just doens’t care.  And that makes it so powerful.  So we just start opening everyone who walks by.  Some random young dude is all up my butt and starts just chatting to me and yapping about how cool I am.  He is like have you read The Game?  I was like dude,  I have instructed at their bootcamps.  Have a nice night.  I mean what am I supposed to do?  Sometimes I just want to go out and chill and take time off from instructing.  And for the last month I have been trying to get alone time with Switch.

Soul speaks really highly of him.  They are best friends.  And my rule is that if Soul likes something I like it.  He has been right with every piece of advice he has dropped on me so far.  I met Switch for the first time a month ago.  We chatted for five minutes, but I was intrigued.

So we’re in the smoking section and I’m just absorbing the concept of his game.  His inner game is tight as a drum.  He just keeps running sets and talking to girls.  He just flirts with whoever comes by.  He opens with compliments.   But he does it in a really powerful way that I can replicate in person, but I struggle to explain in just words.

Anyways he sees two girls that Sebastian met.  He calls them over and we start chatting.  It’s a blond and a proper Chinese girl.  Guess which one I wanted.  The Chinese girls is 20, studying philosophy and insanely hot.  She had the best body I’ve seen in person on an Asian girl.  All natural too.  So we are chatting like ten minutes.  Ten minutes in Switch turns to me and says ok we’re leaving let’s all go get our coats.  The girls step ahead and he goes follow my lead.  Don’t do anything weird and just do what I say.  At first my instinct was ego-protection.  I wanted to say what the F man?  Don’t you know who I am.  Then I reined that in and remembered that I just want to learn from Switch and spend time with him.

I just stick to super low-variance game and totally follow his lead.  I focus on keeping the girls separated and distracted.  We get our coats as somehow there is finally no line.  We leave the club and the girls keep asking where we’re going.  We are going to a better party and he keeps saying he has a couple ideas.  They love it.  Five minutes later we’re at the bus stop standing there about to jump on the bus to his apartment for the week in London.  Suddenly, the blond girl is like hell no I’m not going home with you.  Even though she said she had nothing to do tomorrow, suddenly she claims to have lectures in the morning.  I know my job and I get a pillar between the two pairs.  So I am isolated with my girl and chatting.

She asks me if I’m gay.  I’m like you must be joking.  Would a gay guy do this?  And I pull her in to kiss.  She says sorry I’m just not feeling it.  You understand right?  I ignore it and let it flow.  I should let you know that I’m wearing a new outfit which replicates one of my favorite Shane looks.  I’m like babe I’m dressed like a gay woman.  I don’t say it, I just think it dudes.

Anyways, we keep chatting and suddenly Switch is hailing a cab and we all get in.  I was so hungry and we were next to a pizza place, but Switch didn’t say I could eat something.  I’m totally focused on just doing whatever he tells me.  I have faith.  In the cab it’s girl girl me.  And Switch facing backwards.  Suddenly he tells me to sit on the backwards seat next to him.  I just do it.  I’m not questioning anything.  I’m totally compliant.  If there’s one thing I know it’s that there can only be one chef in the kitchen.  The cab pulls up to his place and he asks the girls to each bust out some money.  They end up paying for the whole ride.

We start walking to his apartment and the girls keep talking about playstation karaoke.  Wow that sounds like a lot of fun.  I am just keeping as much space between the two pairs as I can.  I want as much isolated conversation as possible.  Every time these girls talk to each other, they start talking about going home.  It’s so insane.

We get into the apartment and start trying to pick a movie.  I back Switch up perfectly and force the girls into choosing “The Girl Next Door.”  Like I really wanna watch that movie.  I realize that I’m in Freedom of Speech’s aparment.  I have somehow never met him.  We talked via email about me moving into this very apartment a few months ago.  He gave a talk to the rockstars on the night of my final university essay in August.  So I wasn’t there.  And now he’s on vacation somewhere and I’m in his apartment.  Surreal.

Switch just keeps controlling every aspect of the situation.  Cuts the lights and sits us boy girl boy girl.  I am watching him like a hawk.  He puts an arm around his girl, I put an arm around mine.  I am 100% mirroring him.  Eventually, we both have and arm around a girl and her hand locked into ours.  It’s just slow, sexual kino compliance building.  That’s big talk for we are touching them in a sensual, masculine way.  He tells his girl to check out his room.  They turn the corner and we hear a loud THUMP.  I turn to my girl and I’m like I guess their banging.  She is like hmm…  So I kiss her.

It was really interesting.  She is proper Chinese and lived their til she was 10.  So she has got a really unique style.  We are making out like crazy and I’m trying to rip off her sexy dress.  Her tits are huge and I’m here to play.  When a girl calls me gay now I wanna bang her so hard.  So we are making out and I got my hand down her shirt and she’s like I have a boyfriend.  I’m like I just wanna be your friend.  We are just two friends who make each other feel nice.  I just keep breezing through her resistance.  Ignore and ignore.  She is like I should have told you earlier.  Her words are negative but her body is escalating.  And her body felt so nice, I’m getting hard right now writing this….

So we are grinding and I’m putting her hand on my throbbing cock.  She tells me her boyfriends name and I’m like cool.  She seems to be comfortable with me playing with her tits and putting her hand on me, but not letting me get in between her legs.  I try to get her to go down on me but no dice there.  Maybe I should have tried freeze outs, but I went with a different tactic.  I just pull it out.  I get her titties out and we are grinding like 17year olds.  And then the Freedom of Speech’s roomate comes out to make some coffee.  The guy has a strange gift.  Somehow he doens’t break her state.

He takes like 5 minutes and then leaves.  We get back to grinding.  Switch and the blond come back and the blond is like I want to go home.  I am so annoyed.  Switch keeps telling her to stop being lame.  Me and my girl are like let us finish the movie, give us ten or twenty more minutes.  Finally she gets the message and leaves.  We get back to grinding.  I am like let me see your pussy.  She is like waht?  I keep pushing and she’s like I gotta see my boyfriend tomorrow.  This is with her tonge in my mouth and my cock in her hand.  Plus her titties are out.  And boys they were luscious.  Huge.  Soft.  With light brown nips.  So I’m rubbing my bare cock on her and she finally let’s me feel how hairy she is.  The answer is mostly shaved.  But that’s as far as I get.

So I’m like ok.  You make me so hard.  You are so sexy.  Where do you want me to come?  Inside you?  In your mouth?  On your face?  Or on your tits?   She is like how about on my tummy? I’m like ok.  She is on top of me with her hand on my cock, rubbing it against her belly.  Her dress is still on there and I’m like baby I’m about to come.  She is like dude I’m gonna have to get this dress dry cleaned.  But she isn’t stopping.  I’m ready to blow.  And then Switch and the blond come back in.  She is like I’m ready to go home.  I’m like of course.  This girl is killing me.  This time they actually leave.

And I’m on another Vercetti challenge.  I haven’t beat off in 2 days.  Which is an eternity for me.  So needless to say my balls are smurf blue right now.  Before the girl leaves I do make her kiss my bare cock.  That’s two girls that have done that in the last 10 days.  My game really explodes when I don’t beat off.  Anyways the girls are gone.

Switch was like dude you were perfect.  We had a really long chat after that.  He is an amazing guy.  We talked about where I am in life, game, as an instructor.   We talked about Soul and Virgo.  Travel and religion.  It was really nice to just connect with the dude.  We are definately hanging out again while he’s in town.  I can definately say that this guy is bringing a lot to the table and his game is amazing.  It’s simple and sublime.  If you get a chance to be around him, take it!

So some of you know that I beat off 3 times a day.  A dr told me to do that last summer when I was going through a lot of medical issues and before my cancer test surgery.  Anyways.  It’s a great hobby.

Vercetti has hated on me for it in the past and said how it’s ruining my game.  It’s the reason I have sexual apathy a lot.  I don’t really pursue girls to close.  So Saturday he challenged me to make it 7 days with badgering the witness.  I made it to Wednesday.  This morning I failed my 7 day challenge and I am really upset…..but let’s go back to the beginning.

My closes have been on fire since Friday night.  I number closed a tall beautiful rich girl in front of all my students on Friday.  I was really nervous asking for her number but I just went for it.  She texted me back 10 times this week and despite mentioning her boyfriend a lot, went on a date with me today.  The date was post-failure and I was terrible.  I can really feel the difference.  I mean I was just so pent up and driven.  So I’ve stopped again. I’m gonna make it to 7days this time.  Then 14….

Sunday night Virgo and I pulled a sexy young Latvian to his place and got massive spitroast LMR.  Mostly due to a miscalibration on his part that we have since worked on.  The girl came back to mine after for some more 1on1 LMR.  I have missed 2 dates with her but she has forgiven me and I’m seeing her Sunday.

Monday night I went out to a freshers night for my new school and I destroyed.  I met a stunning young model and she number closed me, bought me a drink and texted me first the next day.  She is really awesome and hopefully I well social circle see her tomorrow night.

During my 4 days of no self-love.  My sexuality came out.  My confidence was raw.  And my game exploded.  Since beating off my nervousness has slipped back in, I blew a date by meandering and I’ve started to get nervous that my model hasn’t texted me back.  I’m even nervous that her friend who made the party plans for tomorrow with me hasn’t texted me back in 2 hours.  If you think about it, that’s terrible.  It’s hard to believe, but masturbation leads to a weak frame.  So quit.  I waited too long.  Hopefully, my sexual tension will be ripe again tomorrow.  I know that if I rock into the club to meet this girls with the same frame from Monday I will be a jedi.  So keep your hands about your heads boys!!!