There is nothing quite like a woman scorned. The irony is that i didn't scorn anyone. As I wrote a while back my ex girlfriend broke up with me about 2 months after we had already broken up. I tried to explain my inability to have a long distance relationship and I guess I just wasn't clear. I don't know how that happened. But later she read about it on my blog and was somehow totally surprised. She knew about it from when we were dating, so I didn't think anything was a surprise.
I don't even have any posts about our relationship on here. I originally wrote a post about our first night together, but I took it down when I realized that I was having real feelings for her. But I guess that's neither here nor there. [More]
So for the past month I have had a girlfriend. I was so into her that I stopped writing posts about my dating life. It's weird how I can care about someone enough to respect their privacy. When I basically live without any myself.
I have been back in my hometown for a week now. I'm a little hesitant to say where I am, because I have some internet stalkers on a few weird forums who have been talking about my family etc. So for now I'll let you guys figure it out.
Anyways I think about my x like every day. It's really strange because technically we are broken up. But in my heart I just miss her so bad. Now at least I know that I am capable of loving someone. The thought of eternal monogamy is pretty terrifying though. But I guess I'll figure it out. Just not quite yet….
This is probably the best movie for people in the scene. It is simply amazing. It really shows the way a guy can interact with his oneitis, the way he controls her without realizing it, the ways to escape your past and the power of friendship.
I hate the title of this movie and that kept me from watching it for a long time. It is designed to catch the attention of teenage girls and I believe that is the intended audience for the movie, but the film is simply awesome. I am not going to break down the plot there. The truth is you will either trust me and watch this movie or not. It still blows my mind how many guys want to get good with women, yet refuse to watch The L Word. I have been screaming the name of that show for a full year now. I bet you haven’t watched a single episode have you? I don’t think anyone should be allowed to complain about escalation until they have watched at least 3 seasons. It’s simply necessary.
But this movie is amazing at showing the power friendship can play in social dynamics. The sweetness of this movie is really inspiring. If you want to really understand how relationships blossom in a dynamic way, watch this movie. It is really powerful and moving. You will learn a lot about all of the other prerequisites of game too, don’t worry. It has a ton of frame control, shit tests and locational comfort.
Like I said, I watched this movie for the 2nd time last night. There is about 20 minutes I would like to cut out of the movie, as one character is just really annoying to me. But I skip through her scenes and it’s fine now. I think the most powerful lesson comes from the last lines of the movie. The girl says “Are you sad that we missed it?” and the boy responds with “We didn’t miss it. This IS it.”
He is so right. Often we are so unable to live in the moment as we focus on what isn’t happening in our lives. Concerts are awesome. I love them. I go all the time. What is really important is the emotions we share and the impact we have on the world. I recommended this movie on the London forum recently. Something tells me a lot of guys are missing this amazing movie. And that is a shame. Because this is it.
In one night I gained access to a new social tier and I had an amazing date with a really sweet girl. It was awesome. The promoter I met through High Roller hit me up this week and invited me to Jalouse. He said could have the run of the table with 3 friends if I bring 10 girls. I text my man Mr M and he says let’s do it. So me, him and Daxx decide to rock out. We end up rolling up with more than 30 girls. The girl running the line LOVED me. It was so badass.
All the guys at the table loved me and texted me within 24 hours. I have some new really cool contacts in London and Brighton now. Basically rich cool guys who seem to like hot women. Go figure. The night was awesome and now I have access to another club that is member’s only except for this one promoter. It’s so cool to make friends. And not have to spend cash to get there. [More]
I am not sure how much I’ve talked about the girl’s I’m dating, so I’ll start at the top. I am currently seeing a German girl (kind of). We have been on two dates with lots of kissing. Logistics have kept us from sleeping together yet, although I have gotten laid 2 out of the 3 times I have seen her. She might just be lucky? [More]
Things with the Tunisian girl ended a few weeks ago. Unlike most of my relationships it did not end with a bang but a whimper. I wish this was going to be an interesting story but it’s not. Basically, she felt I wasn’t ‘there for her’ enough. She would get upset about her school work and want to bitch at me online about it, so I would stop chatting. I mean really. I don’t want to fall into my old oneitis patterns, do I? The I wasn’t online for one week. I just partied a lot and we didn’t chat. So when I saw her the next week and asked how she was doing, she got mad and said she didn’t believe I cared. It’s pretty amazing that any girl can turn into a psycho for no reason. I mean we weren’t even in any form of relationship and she got needy and annoying. So now you know the end of my adventure. I still need to finish writing the actual tale though.
