I wrote this on my phone in a bar a few hours ago. I’m finally home now. Phew!!!

So i went out for day game today. First i spent the afternoon with zigzag filming soul. My arm wanted to die after a while. I was in the frame of spotting sets for soul instead of just approaching myself. I got some good stuff i think. Then soul went off for a date and we went to meet up with sasha and his friend. I managed to go direct on two stunning girls with a lot of pushing from zig. I was so scared and nervous so neither one transitioned. But at least i faced the tiger. Zig did two as well. Sasha has a much different style from soul. It just seems like so much more work. I work that hard at night trying to build attraction by being funny. I would rather just go direct. I just need to find a way to get into state. I am proud of opening two stunners even if i lost both sets. I just need more time in the field. Its like my approach meter is back at zero. We are in a bar now without sasha. We are so tired that we cant talk to anyone. No matter how

Cute. I have no complaints. I just want to go to bed. Now. There are some really cute girls here. But there is nothing i can do. I can barely look. At least i feel no emotion. I wish i could get surgery to remove my aa. Oh well. Its just weakness leaving my soul.

SASHAS VERSION!!!

I wrote this on my phone two weeks ago and forgot to upload it. From my mobile….

So i am sitting in my backyard. Listening to some tunes topless in the sun smoking a cigarette. Its so good. What a perfect moment. All my work stress is just out of my mind. I am in the moment. Months of inner game work are paying off.

so i an walking out my good to meet a friend on my way to the gym and who do i see on my corner but the teacher from last night. She was walking away and for a second i hesitated but then i thought f that. I am not afraid of anything. She has a good lead so i jog and just pretend i am out for a jog. She was pretty rude and lame to be honest and i just don’t have time for that. Her bad behavior really lowered her value and demonstrated her lack of social calibration. I ejected because i just don’t have time for rude people in any part of my life. Also her looks and daytime dress sense left a lot to be desired. Its strange how prettier girls just act nicer. Anyways it was funny to run into her outside my door. Just shows how small this town is. On another note, my other pulls are progressing along.

so sheriff just posted some feedback to me on the lounge. I am on the right track with learning how much i can get away with. But he asked if i was chickening out by opening mixed sets. For me these are still a challenge and this was my first mixed set since bc. But he makes a strong point. Challenging for me is not challenging for someone else. I have never gone direct post afc. One of the greatest pulls of my life was direct. When i was seventeen i walked up to a girl at a party i had liked for a while and asked her to make out. She said yes. And i was her first kiss. So i know direct can work. I just need to push myself harder and faster. I am also still deathly afraid of day game. But i think i need to push myself harder. I want to become great fast. I really need to focus on braddock. The first two thousand foot count. But its hard. I didnt do any sets on the tube today. But i need to do this mission. I an motivated by my desire to win!

so im in a lecture right now. My class is all boys that want to be music producers. Today we are recording five girls. They are just ok singers. But all there guys are going nuts being around girls. Its strange because they were just teasing me about my photos from last night. I was wearing a tiger suit. There are photos of me with over a dozen hot girls. I live in a world of abundance. I thought if there guys i barely know can joke about me surrounded by girls that they must get even more girls. I was dead wrong. They all asked the girls out for a drink after class. And the first thing the girls said was that these guys have to pay. And they probably will! What an expression of their low value. The one guy here who i thought had game is the one trying the hardest. Thank god i can see the matrix. I will write more on this later but i am doing a lot of thinking. It’s funny that i thought these guys were smooth based on how they talk to men but when i see them around women i can see the reality. I just raised my arms and all five girls mirrored me. Leader of men.