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Here is a list of the books I need to read, cds I need to listen to and dvds I need to watch. Please leave comments with suggested products. I’m more interested in books on synergy than books on seduction at this point. I think books directly on seduction aren’t quite as helpful after the first couple…Also I read a TON of ebooks when I first started game, so I’m not including them on this list since I read them too fast and a year ago.

Blue means I own it. Green I’m reading it. Crossed out means I’ve Finished it.

Books
Never Eat Alone
Everything’s Negotiable
Blink
The Tipping Point
Black Swan
Routines Manual
Magic Bullets
48 Laws of Power
The Dice Man
The Search for the Dice man
7 Habits of Highly Effective People
How to Win Friends and Influence People
Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway
Playing Away
Forbidden Flowers
Her Secret Garden
Ultimate Book of Mind Maps
Psycho-Cybernetics
You Can Have What you Want
Mode One
Way of the Superior Man
Zero Resistance Selling
Art of Seduction
Mastery

DVDs
On Being a Man
Blueprint (18/20)
Authentic Man Program (0/3)
Flawless Natural (0/6)
Hypnotica Ultimate Inner Game (3/3)
MeHow Get the Girl
Ross Jeffries DC 2000 (0/8)
RJ Gold Walkups

As part of changing the way I feel about myself to a healthier state I am making a list of my accomplishments.  This list is not to impress you, but to inform you.  And really to help me remember.

1. As a cub schout I won the pinewood derby for my entire pack. This was my whole school. At 7 I beat a ton of 18 year olds.

2. I am in MENSA. It took me years to get in.

3. I graduated uni in 3 years instead of 4.

4. I won the Latin medal in Latin III in high school. (After getting kicked out of honors..hehe)

5. I moved to Wales, Japan and the UK on my own and survived.

6. I won the high school debate tournament at Bronx School of Science. Which my school has never won before or since.

7. I qualified for the junior olympics twice in tae kwon do.

8. I started the first ever blood drive at my high school.

9. I have been with a woman funnier, better looking and better in bed than my oneitis.

10. I saved the soccer game in high school, when the main goalie broke his arm.

11.  I saved my friend from drowning.

12. I have DJed in clubs in the uk, japan and usa.

13.  I had a podcast in the top 10 on itunes

14.  As a DJ I have had fan mail from all over the world.

15. I had a radio show in london.

16. I climbed 2 mountains in japan even though i’m afraid of heights.

17. I have partied with billionaires and not spent a penny.

18.  I was offered a job teaching uni.

19.  I was one of the top sales reps at dell.

20. I won the regional championships for nintendo video game tourney at blockbuster 2 years in a row.

21. I was a national merit scholar, with the highest score in my whole school on the psat with a 235

22.  I won university of georgia bulldog debates 2 years in a row.

23. I have been offered a record deal for 2 different tracks.

24. I talked my way out of jail in Tunisia.

25. I spoke at the LoveSystems superconference.

26. Herbal from The Game stayed at my house and I even interviewed him after just chilling for two days.

27. I trained as an EMT in university and was a volunteer on an ambulance for ten months, saving dozens of lives.

28. A teacher in Japan once told me she hoped to be as good a teacher as me one day.

29. I won the math award for my whole school in 3rd and 4th grade.  (Thanks to dad for remembering)

Here is a list of all my goals for this year.  I cross them off as I accomplish them.

Goals for 2009

professional
graduate with merit or better for my ma
become a university teacher
write my ebook
convert it to ipod app
finish paladin seduction web page
finish all websites
finish comedy book
dj in a london club once a week by july
dj in ibiza
get interviewed on tv
build a mailing list
finish developing shane game

sports
stop drinking soda
fight a kickboxing match
run a 5k by July
run a 10k by December
go snowboarding
go to 2 mma fights
compete in martial arts
climb 2 mountains

social/personal goals
see 1 play a month
see 1 opera
see 1 ballet
see 2 magicians
see stand-up comedy 5 times (1/5)
go to 3 trance festivals (1/3)
go to a comic convention
go to an anime convention
go to a ufo convention
go to 10 raves alone (1/10)
watch a movie in every European language
watch all of Fullmetal Alchemist in Japanese
go to a video game competition
go to a strongest man competition
try out for 10 tv game shows
compete on a tv game show
see top 10 Djs in the world (1/10)
see #11-20 Djs
go to a trance festival in the netherlands

personal growth
take a survivalist course
kill an animal
reconnect with my religion
earn my nlp practitioner
get back hair lasered (2/7)
learn all 2000 japanese kanji
pass level3 Japanese exam in December
collect 10 new flags (3/10)
finish Project Rockstar reading list
go out with the Brazilians from kickboxing
ride in a helicopter
compete in a costume contest

sexual goals/expand horizons
go to a fetish store
go to a fetish party
go to a club topless
experiment with fetishes
-vampire
-sub
-public sex
-militaria
-asian
have anal sex
have a 3some (2 girls)
have sex in a club
sex with a girl over 30
kiss a princess
kiss a celebrity
kiss a professional athlete
kiss an olympian
explore tantra
video myself having sex
take sex pics

maybes
fight a stranger
compete in a video game comp
tantra weekend
put sex vid on internet

lifetime goals
parachute
parachute halo jump
backpack 1 month in europe

psycho-cyber goals
nice guy
women love me
popular
love my body
deep sense of self
back in touch with my religion
free from outside influence
leader

djs to see

AVB
Tiesto
PVD
Above&Beyond
David Guetta
Ferry Corsten
Sasha
Markus Schulz
Digweed
Infected Mushroom
Deadmau5
Carl Cox
Sander van Doorn
Oakenfold
Richie Hawtin
Hernan Cattaneo
James Zabiela
Andy Moor
Eddie Halliwell
Axwell

Foreign Movies
French – Secret Defense
Italian – Life is Beautiful
Spanish – Like Water for Chocolate/Law of Desire
Latvian – Wolfhound
Danish – Babette’s Feast
Swedish – My Life as a Dog
German – Central Station
Polish – Ashes and Diamonds
Armenian – The Color of Pomegranates
Belgian – Ma vie en rose
UK – The Third Man
Czech – Larks on a String
Dutch – Karakter
Georgia – The Legend of the Suram Fortress
Greek – Landscape in the Mist
Hungarian – Mephisto
Kirghiz – The Adopted Son
Israeli – Walk on Water
Palestinian – Paradise Now
Russian – Ivan the Terrible
Scottish – Trainspotting
Slovak – The Shop on Main Street
Turkish – Yol
Ukraine – Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors

I finally finish uni on Thursday this week.  Which means that the next few days I am stuck at home finishing my essays and projects.  I want to be done so bad I cant taste it.  The rockstars are getting a talk from Freedom of Speech this week.  I think I am going to miss it and I’m well annoyed.  I guess I will have to settle for the notes.  If I didn’t have to give a presentation this week, I would just turn my essays in early.

But part of being a rockstar is maintaining priorities.  Finishing strong is one of the biggest priorities in my life.  I have had a tendency in the past to start something new before I complete my previous project.  In this case it would be so easy to focus on Rockstar and blow my grades.  A huge part of me wants to, but I would regret it in the long term.  I messed up my finaly grades in university because of my musical career.  Not terribly.  But a litle bit.  And when I looked at my transcript the other week, I was unhappy.  I became afraid that grades from 7 years ago might keep me out of the graduate school of my choice.

Fortunately, that was not the case.  But there is no reason to leave chinks in my armor.  Life is always a series of challenges.  I have a dozen between here and September.  I have to finish school this week.   Then I am in limbo for a week, waiting to move into my new apartment in London.  I am waiting on my taxes in America so that I can apply for student loans to pay for grad school.  All of these things take time, as well as mental and emotional energy.

I am also looking at a trip out to the States for the upcoming SuperConference in LA in October.  My dad will probably go as well.  Which will be wicked.  He is already homies with both Soul and 5.0, so I know all my other guys will love him.  So basically, I am just stuck in front of my computer for the next few days.  I did spend a lot of today finalizing the code on the Rockstar blog, which should be up and running this week.  I am really proud of that project.  It’s almost as tight as my personal blog.