So last week I got a really long breakup email from my x in London.  I really thought I was clear that long distance stuff doesn’t work for me, but obviously I wasn’t.  So when she read my feelings on here, she got really hurt and broke up with me.  I wish I could say that I felt really bad when she dumped me.  But I kinda felt nothing.  It’s hard for me to have deep long distance emotions.

For me love is a face to face kinda thing.  I mean I really did love her and I’m sad that she’s hurt.  But I guess we weren’t meant for each other.  I hope she fins what she’s looking for.

As always I try to be super honest here about what I’m going through and what is happening.

Maybe my next relationship will work out better.  I’ve already met a few cool girls in this town and I’ll write about that later.