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A few weeks ago I started chatting to a new girl I met on facebook. She liked my pic and I liked hers. We chatted a bit and moved on to texting. I got her to send me a few cute pics on my phone and we tried to arrange a date. Logistics kept us apart and I went to Mexico. She was going to come to London this Sunday to hit the markets near my house and of course I'm into that! Then on Thursday she has a massive asthma attack and spends the day in hospital. She is too weak to risk the hour drive from her small town to the city and there is work on the train lines, making the trip into the city almost 3 hours.
I had a choice. I could let her cancel the date and not see her for two more weeks or I could do something I don't normally do. I am really trying to do things that I don't normally do. So I decided to jump on a train and a bus and visit her. I was able to write a chapter for my new book on the journey
I get to the station and I jump in her car. We decide to have a picnic in the park so we grab some food from a supermarket and go there. We don't have a blanket to lie on, just a jumper. The park is pretty empty, but not nearly empty enough. We have a conversation and end up talking a little bit about my work etc.
I pretty much end up telling every girl what I do. I tell her about how I'm trying to be super duper honest. She asks a good question. How can she actually know I'm really honest. I suggest she ask an innappropriate question. I anwer honestly. Hehe. After a while I just feel like we're not connecting. I just feel a distance between us.
A part of me just wanted to go home. But another part remembered that sometimes you just can't tell if a girl likes you. Some girls give nothing away. I keep trying to escalate both verbally and physically but she is just shrugging me off. She's pretty ill and wheezing a bit. She goes to the bathroom at one point and takes a her purse with her. I partly thought she wouldn't come back.
We decide to hit a pub for one drink even though she can't drink because of her medicine and driving. It is warmer in there and I'm really just mellow now. She becomes super animated and really funny. It's strange but the heat seemed to release her personality. It was hard to keep in mind that she was super sick. After we finish our drinks I'm just so tired and hoping to meet a good mate for dinner in the city.
On the walk to her car I grab her and carry her a little. She is taller than me and dense. My spine nearly telescopes. But she is letting me do it and we're building up some touch. She drives me to the station and is about to drop me off out front when I'm like no way. Pull up a little I'm shy! So then she pulls deep into the back parking lot. Cool. Suddenly there is that huge end of the date awkwardness filling the car. I can barely breathe. I try to lock laser eyes and she avoids.
Finally, I give up. Like a coward. I finally give up and offer her my cheek. She is like what the hell are you doing? I'm like not even a cheek kiss? Suddenly, I man up. I grab her by the back of her hair and pull her in. She tries to push her cheek at me. I say I don't think so and spin her mouth to mine. We make out for a bit and she escalates to tongues. I like letting that happen so the girl has some responsibility for our escalation. I almost make her take me back to hers but I don't quite feel like it's on. Plus she is so ill and wheezy that I am afraid sex will kill her.
We have texted a few times since and I think I'll see her next week.
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